Loving One's Self

Yesterday, i realized how unfair and cruel i have been to myself. For all these years, i've always considered what others will think or say when i would do something. Well, can't blame myself actually for i am someone who really cares about people especially my family and friends. I don't want somebody being angry or having some rift with me. I really hate that feeling to the point that i usually do the first move of patching things up even if i have no fault at all. But that's not the issue (of whose fault is it..). What i'm trying to point out is i'm sick of being hurt by those people whom, ironically, are the closest to my heart. Honestly, i'm tired with them at this point... and maybe, God is teaching me the lesson of letting go...

But i'm not a quitter or something. Because i know, i've done my part (sometimes, including the others' parts actually) and it's not my problem anymore...

Don't also think that i don't care anymore with those people. It's just that i realized now that of all the people i loved and cared for, sarili ko pa nakalimutan ko...

And as Jesus had put it, He said "love your neighbors as yourself".